It is so often that I tell myself, don’t look back, always look forward since you can’t change the past. Today during my lunch time, I did not have my lunch. I worked and then took some time off to read my old blog posts.
I was reading those that I wrote using Friendster blog. I was surprised and disappointed with myself. Surprised that I wrote in such beautiful words and not seemed to be faking it. Disappointed that I write differently now.
I could sense that I had a clearer mind back then. I wrote to narrate my life, but now I am merely blabbering what has happened and what is going on.
Has my ego gotten a better hold of me to the extent that I write to please? Or am I wanting to blog so much until I blog without content? Perhaps I so want to keep my readers and that unawarely make me wanting to write a few new posts that contain no specific content?
Guess blogging too frequent is finally taking its toll on my once beautiful writing hands. Sometimes mass production just doesn’t work. I shall not blog so frequent then, stop creating so much of cluster to the blogosphere as well.
I shall write less. Less is more. :)