I Want A Child
For the earlier question that I wrote, I hope I get some of you thinking seriously. I did.
Some of us may have beautiful reasons for wanting a child.
Some of us, may be trying so hard to have a child, for the sake of trying.
Perhaps some, want a child just because others are having.
Or because of the pressure from the parents.
I never said that I do not want a child. That makes me one of the many women out there, I want a child, too.
Why do I want a child then?
Seriously and honestly, I do not know.
I will be delighted to have one.
In fact, I’ve been talking to Andrew about how we are going to bring up our child, what we can do to make him/her a better person……
However, when it comes to the reason, I am not sure.
The cuteness of a baby?
The mother instinct?
I have not a clue.
I have also been telling Andrew, that I only want one child.
I am a selfish person, and also a committed person. I do not wish to divide my love.
I love one person whole-heartedly, and I only want to love my child whole-heartedly.
Again, why do I want a child?
Hope I can figure that out someday soon.
Or you may tell me, you don’t need a reason to want something. :)