The Unexpected of Expected
I thought I have gotten over the sadness…… I thought I have dealt with it……
I felt the tiny bit of sadness last night when I was in the car with Andrew. It just hit me out of the blue.
Me: *Letting go a soft sigh* I still feel a bit sad my dear……
Andrew: Of course. I understand…… From unexpected, to realisation and expecting with joy, and to lose it in the end…… Anyone would feel sad.
How thoughtful he is.
I have nothing that could help me remember it better except the photo of the home pregnancy test. I did not get a sonograph from the doctor thought that I would get one when it is bigger…… Who would have thought……
Well, it’s ok, at least I had it, even for a brief moment. :)
Perhaps, God has a better plan for me, for the unborn one…… :)
P.S.: For my friends out there, I am doing ok. This is just one of the many emotions I’m going through everyday. :)