Feeling very emotional now……
Find it hard to believe that I’m moving on to another phase in life. I am so not ready for this. I guess I will only be ready when the moment comes.
The uncertainties are killing me. I have never felt so afraid before.
I feel so overwhelmed just by looking at all the stuff.
Excited? No. That’s not what I feel, please stop telling it’s exciting.
The only comfort I have is, Andrew is in this together. Although sometimes he can’t feel what I feel and he certainly can’t understand why I’m feeling this way, at least he has let me know I’m not alone.
Life will not be the same anymore……
I hope the love I have for her will be able to help me go through all this.